Classic Memories

 

I was sure enjoying myself tonight as I glanced through some old photos.  It brought back some great memories from my "growing up" days.  This is a sibling photo in 1990 (I think) and we are a happy photogenic family.  I LOVED that blue dress from Grandma Scoville.  Jackie, Raylene, and I all received matching dresses.  I wanted to wear it everyday.  It had a big puffy skirt that flared out when I twirled around.  I felt like a princess when I wore that dress.  I wanted to save it forever, but it didn't last.

Back row: Juliette, JP, Amie, Phil; Front: Spencer, Sarah, Rachel

Phil and I playing in the mud at Lake Powell.

This must have been a rare occasion when Phil and I were getting along.  Our usual pasttime and only connection - torturing Rachel.

Phil, Sarah, and Rachel on Halloween with our very decorative pumpkins.  I have had some great Halloween's!  One of my favorites was carving pumpkins at the Forsberg's.  It was quite a task, but rewarding in the end!

Rachel and Sarah when we had the mirrior in our front room.  It looks like I made Rachel cry.  Something I was known to do frequently. 

I loved dancing, singing, and playing in front of those mirrors.  Plus, they were great for a last minute dress check before you headed out the door.  I'm glad that brown carpet is gone, though.  I especially love my hairdo.

There are many great memories amidst the unforgettable ones, like peeing & 'hiding' on the side of the road or fighting constantly with Phil (and I always won) and punching holes in the wall when I didn't get my way or the porche present or playing library with my computer, files, stamps, and the family books, or the dreaded piano practice or playing dress up or mom's famous foot rubs (I still love those) or my precious daddy daughter dates or trading bedrooms or Monopoly Marathon's, just to name a few.  I am blessed with a great family that still loves me, including my stubborn temper, and I do cherish the memories I recollect of us.  We have had some wonderful times together, and they keeping getting better.  It is fun to watch my family grow and change over the years while my perspective on life also develops.  I love being an aunt and spending time with my family. 

Sitcom

Wow, do they ever suck you in.  Tonight I thought I'd catch up on the latest episode of Grey's Anatomy since I was preoccupied with Jenny's bridal shower Thursday night.  I want to know what is going to happen  on the next show RIGHT NOW!  The other day at lunch we were talking about our favorite shows (and how we never have time to see them...thank goodness for Tivo and the internet).  After a while, we realized how pathetic our lives were.  And we kept chatting about only the latest updates on our shows.  It's like the characters become our best friends.  We get entangled in the drama, the stress, the adrenaline, and even the heartache our favorite characters expresses.  I will admit that it is nice to have something to distract me from reality, at least for an hour or so.  It keeps me balanced in my stress driven state called "life as a student".

Angels & Airwaves is a  rock band fronted by former Blink-182 and Box Car Racer guitarist/vocalist Tom DeLonge.  The band includes guitarist David Kennedy, notably from Over My Dead Body, Hazen Street and Box Car Racer, former Offspring drummer Atom Willard and former 30 Seconds to Mars bassist Matt Wachter.  And my recent favorite band.  The band has released two albums thus far: We Don't Need to Whisper (2006)and I-Empire (2007).  Check out their site at www.angelsandairwaves.com and let me know what you think of there tunes.

The holiday has come and gone in  a breeze.  It was delightful to be home, see family and friends, and enjoy the brisk weather for only a short time.  I enjoyed playing games, visiting, reading, sleeping, and eating tasty foods.  I loved playing with all the kids (barbies, coloring, chase, tickles, and snuggles) especially when it was nap time or when the parents took over.  It was definitely fun watching "Enchanted" with Ella on my lap.  She was enveloped by the princess and the scary witch, but enjoyed her own popcorn and drink.  It was also fun to watch Shaelea, Abbie, and Kenzie create all sorts of inventions together while Oscar found a new hero in Alex.  I was impressed by Alex's guitar talent and commitment.  Of course, I enjoyed my day cooking and baking with mom before the family came.  It was fun learning how to make pie crust and chatting about my life's love, drama, and latest knowledge on everything.  And then spending time walking and chatting with dad, mom, and Marlene.  The few days I got outside running or walking were chilly.  I was glad I didn't overstuff myself on Thanksgiving day, like Phil, so that I could get up for a decent jog the next morning.  It was GREAT catching up on needed sleep, but it's hard adjusting to be constantly focused without my daily nap.      

It seems as time is flying by.  Third quarter has begun with an usual schedule.  Every day seems to be a bit different, but somehow they have coordinated it so we get all classes intermixed through the next few months.  We have Pathophysiology, Pharmocology, Nutrition, H&P Lecture & Lab, Pulmonology, Dermatology, Genitourology, and Neurology.  An intense, but do-able class load, right?  I'm not expecting to have much of a life this quarter.  Neurology is for one full week before Christmas break with our final two days after we get back.  I'm not expecting much of a holiday.

My newest nephew, Ian William Scoville, is so precious.  He was born November 12, 2007, 6 lbs 12 oz, 21 inches.  It has been fun to spend a couple days with him.  JP and Mary Ann have said that Max is adjusting to the change after constantly asks "What's tat?" while pointing at Ian for the first few days.  I'm glad to live close by so that I can visit occasionally for hugs and play time.  I try to make it over before it's too late in the day - else Max isn't the most pleasant child. 

(L to R): Sarah, Daina, Kari, Jenny, Trisha 

Old roommate gathering at Jenny's latest casa.  A couple weeks ago we were all able to get together, probably for the one of the last times before Jenny gets married in January.  It was so fun chatting on the bed and fixing quesadilla's together.  I miss our talks and silly times.  Things are definitely changing: Jenny getting married, Daina in Tempe, me in Mesa, and Trisha and Kari will soon be transferring to ASU.  It's interested to think that a year ago I was wondering what I was doing in AZ.  Now it's all about school.  I'm glad that Dr. Rhey didn't fire me and made me stick out the hard times.  Look where it's got me! 

(L to R): Erin Benjamin, Sarah, Shea, Erin Beckman, Megan, Tiare

(L to R): Megan, Alyssa, Jenna, Sarah

A night out with the ladies after completely 2nd quarter finals. Yeah, we made it!  That was a rough week.  We had 7 exams in three days.  We had already finished the GI final and OSCEs the week before, but my body and mind weren't capable of functioning after that Wednesday.  I remember going to lunch with Derik and Kristen afterwards and discussing how we could talk/think about anything but we mostly talked about school.  I guess it's hard to think of anything else when school is all that's on our minds.  Dancing that night with the ladies was super fun.  It was a nice refresher from our classroom profiles!

I'm taking a short, needed break from studying. 

It's been a pretty good week.  I went country dancing (first time in months) and loved it.  I wish I had more time to go.  It was great seeing some old friends and I just love being spinned around.  It was a perfect way to distract me from the upcoming OSCE's. 

I went to the dental clinic today and had my teeth cleaned.  Now my gums are sensitive and I have to get some teeth fixed.  At least it's a little cheaper since I'm a student.  What was I thinking, though, the week before finals?  Oh well, it only took like two hours and it needed to be done.

I'm feeling a little overwhelmed at the moment - there is so much stuff for me to know and so little time to go over everything.  I can't believe the quarter has come to an end.  We had our last lecture yesterday and last lab today.  It has been a busy week with finals starting last Mon and OSCE's on Thursday.  Only 7 more exams to finish by next Wed.  But I was very relieved once the practical exam was over.  I have a hard time coming up with differential diagnoses and follow-up questions when I'm put on the spot.  All I can think about are the symptoms/signs the patient has revealed on the history.  I hope it comes more naturally with continued exposure to problems.  I'll have to bring my instruments home over Thanksgiving and practice!  

Today in lab we practiced putting in ear wicks, cleaning out cerumen (or foreign bodies), how to treat epistaxis (both anterior and posterior bleeds), obtaining throat swabs for office tests/lab cultures, and how to view the epiglottis and larynx.  Unfortunately, I didn't ever get to see the larynx on my partner - his were very posterior and I need to practice my technique.  Let me tell you, though, the numbing spray is disgusting.  It did prevent me from gagging when my partner pushed my uvula back against my throat, though - I didn't even know he'd done it.  But the taste was horrific.  The interesting things we learn at school, eh?  At least now I can inform my patients of the burn and taste.
 
I found out that my friend Brian is engaged.  It is definitely the season of my friends to get married.  I'm excited that he finally found someone to marry.  I remember when I first met him (like 8 years ago) that he was so anti-marriage.  So this is a big step for him.  She's cool and she had some good retaliation ideas when Steve broke up with me last February in UT.  The thought was nice :)

Gidget, my roommates dog, had a rough morning on Wed.  I guess she was convulsing like with seizures.  Tasha freaked out and rushed her to the vet.  Nothing was wrong, Gidget just hadn't been eating properly.  So...Gidget went back to the breeder for a few days to learn how to eat.  But she came home tonight.  Hopefully she'll be ok from now on.

I'm still waiting to get the phone call that Mary Ann has gone into labor.  I'm sure she is anxiously waiting to make that phone call.  I was getting so excited for my sleep over with Max, but I guess that will happen another time.  MA's mother comes into town, so they won't need me to come over.  I'm looking forward to the new little guy.  Hopefully he comes before I head home to UT for Thanksgiving. 

 I better get back to Pharmacology.  There are so many drugs with so many different names (chemical, generic, trade), indications, side effects, contraindications, drug-drug interactions, and any other miscellaneous information we need to know about each of them.  How is it all going to stay in my brain?  I don't know.

Gidget

Sorry for the blurry picture of Gidget from my cell phone.  That's all I had on me.

Happy Sunday!

Gidget is the newest member of our little household.  Natasha, my roommate, bought her yesterday.  She's a mix between Maltese and Poodle, 7 weeks old , and as adorable as ever.  It will be super fun to have her here.  Hopefully she will start getting comfortable in her new place. 

Other news in my life...

I dogsat for the Rhey's all weekend.  That's always good. 

I "watched" Max while JP and Mary Ann went out last night.  Max was sleeping the whole time they were gone, so I did some studying and took a little nap.  Finals are over the next week and a half.  That's always something to look forward to.   I'm getting nervous for OSCE's (our practical exams) and hope I remember all the steps in the right order.

I went to Amanda's Halloween party.  It was great seeing her and Trent.

I played some tennis with Marco yesterday.  He worked me over (6-1).  I was pretty tired after his lessons/exercises for me, but I got a few good shots in during our games.  It's so fun to play with him because he shows me what I'm doing wrong and how to correct my technique.  I love tennis!

Deanna Watts (a friend in AZ) is getting married in Jan.  Good thing I rotate friends frequently.

I'm getting SO excited to come home for Thanksgiving!  It will be great to see everyone even though I'll miss being around the new baby (once he gets here).  I'm excited for Max to have a new baby brother.

Update on Sarah's life...

Last week was busy with midterms, but I survived, again.  I passed.  Phew!  It's crazy to think that I have been in school for five months already.  Before I know it I'll be knee deep in rotations.  I did hardly any studying over the weekend, and it was SO nice.  I hung out with friends (old and new), painted a Halloween ceramic piece from As You Wish on at date, got my trash whipped in tennis, enjoyed shadowing a PA at a college football game, and was introduced to the world of video games, e.g., Street Fighter.  Quite the weekend!

My friends Jenny and Mike are engaged.  The big day is set for Jan 3, 2008.  Congrats.  I'm stoked for them!  I remember the first time Mike spoke and I leaned over to Jenny and said sometime like: "He seems like a great guy.  I think you should date him."  Jenny looked at me like I was crazy.  But after all the rollercoaster months they finally got on the same page of things and realized that I was right all along.  Yesterday J brought me the best Bath & Body flower smell: Cinnamon Spice - the whole house smells like crisp autumn time.  I love it!  When we lived together she would always buy smelly things, one for her and one for me!  Such a thoughtful friend.  AZ would not have been the same without her.

After my refreshing weekend, classes started up again.  Now it's time to focus on class presentations which are due in the next couple weeks.  Then we have OSCE's week 11 and finals just before Thanksgiving.  I better stay on top of things...I do not want to fall behind like before.  It is too hard to catch up and it sticks better if I read it over a few times, rather than once or twice. 

 Life is "fanfreakingtabulous" as my roommate, Natasha, would say!Â

Lab Day

Today was our injection and venipuncture lab.  We got to practice giving (and getting) shots and drawing blood.  This is all the practice we get until rotations.  Hopefully it was enough.  We practiced intradermal (just under the skin), subcutaneous (in the underlying dermis layer, but before the muscle), intramuscular (in the muscle), and then venipuncture in the antecubital area and anywhere you could palpate a vein.  Some are more painful than others.  Now I know what my patients are going through, and hopefully I'll be able to help them know what to expect.  I'm sure I need more practice - you want to help me out?  I'll be nice.  Promise!

Where does the time go...?

I am already half way through mid-terms.  Only four more to go.  I can't believe how fast it is going.  I hope I retain some of the information I am learning and that I can start pieces things together.  Less than 6 weeks until Mary Ann's due date.  I am stoked for the new baby.  Hopefully it will be an incentive for Rachel to move to AZ.  I know she'd love it here. :)

 What's new? My favorite band right now is Angels and Airwaves.  Love them.  Listening to them right now.  It is nice change of pace from all my reading.  The pages are endless.  I am starting to diagnose all of my own problems and learning which drugs will benefit myself.  I guess there is some good in my education.  I have a school crush - definitely excited to go to school these days.  If anything, it nice to think about someone new.  I played ultimate frisbee for the first time a couple weeks ago...that's fun!  Why have I not played before?  I am still trying to decide what to do for the holidays.  I figure as it gets closer I will make a more informative decision (hoping I can find a ride with someone). 

It has been dental interviews the past few weeks, and I am sure grateful that I have made it through that stress.  The suits, the two on one interview, the director interview, the exam, the group activity.  Wow!  That seems like so long ago.  It is all about passing these days.  I am glad everyone here is so encouraging.  They want us to become the best healthcare providers out there.

Always, just taking one day at a time.  Enjoying what life has to offer.Â

Don't get lazy...

Or else this is what happens!

School Challenges

It is HARD getting back into the swing of school things.  My attention span is shot after an hour of lecture (they are usually 3-4 hours), I am constantly tired, find any and every excuse to prolong the "staring at the computer screen" aka studying, and dislike the blasted heat.  I am already stressed, yet haven't found a funtional time valuing outlet.  Yesterday I made 3 dozen banana nut muffins and sushi rolls.  Today I took a nap and had a doctors appt.  At least it is just the first week & it is Labor Day on Monday.  I better be on a schedule by next week or else it is going to be a rough semester.

 I am hoping my lack of interest is from learning a lot of introductory material and that next weeks lectures will be of more value to me.  It is always hard for me to jump right into classes, especially 3 hours long classes, because by the end we have touched on many different topics.  We move right along to more indepth things without any time to process what was being taught.

Anyway, I think that is one of the challenges of graduate school - finding time to manage the overload of material gathering in my small brain.  School things will be falling out one side.

Educating patients on how to use prescribed meds!

School has begun!  My class load has doubled this semester, but I am only at 24 credit hours.  Each class is once a week, except Pharm which is twice.  There is good and bad in this because each class is like four hours long (my attention span does not last long) and it will be easy to put things off.  I cannot get in a bad habit of that.  But nice that each day will be different!

In Pharm, we are learning about medications, educating the patient on their disease/problem, evaluating benefits and risks, and encouraging the patient to take a needed medication.  Here is a clip from my class today.  I guess it would be wise for us as providers to educate the patient on how to use the medication properly.




 

My latest crush!

 

                             Andy Roddick

         Not only is he good looking, but he’s a fabulous tennis player.  I’d take him any day!

I got this from Mary Ann's blog ...The drill is to use one word for each category.

Yourself:  ambitious
Your partner: somewhere
Your hair: fine
Your mother: giving
Your father: pensive
Your favorite item: Bill
Your dream last night: playful
Your favorite drink:  Dt. Coke
Dream home:  cozy
The room you are in:  front
Your fear:  spiders
Where you want to be in 10 years:  utah
Who you hung out with last night:  dancers
You're not: ready
One of your wish list items: tundra
The last thing you did: laundry
Your favorite weather: sunny
Your favorite book: tough
Last thing you ate: yogurt
Your life: pleasant
What are you thinking about right now: school
Your car: impreza
What is on your t.v: ESPN tennis
When is the last time you laughed: fourwheelingIf you read this list and have the urge to create your own, consider yourself tagged!

Another year has begun!

On my rainy drive to Logan a beautiful rainbow presented itself.  I tried taking the best picture while on route to the Muirs. 

 

I celebrated my 26^th birthday at the Muirs in Logan.  The day started off great – I got to sleep in, eat pancakes & strawberries with whip cream for breakfast, and watch a movie with my sisters.  That afternoon we went to the aquatic center to swim and lay by the pool & read.  Later we watched Alex at football practice – his game number is 55.  He has grown so tall and handsome.  Then Juliette and Aaron prepared delicious tiny spicy chicken and rice with birthday brownies and mint chocolate chip ice-cream.  It was a very nice enjoyable day spent with family.  By the end of the day I had many birthday calls and wishes – which were so appreciated!!!

My trip to UT has been so nice.   The drive to Delta was a bit long and I’m not looking forward to the drive back, but it’s been worth the trip.  I’ve loved see family and friends.  It has been a long time since I’ve really just relaxed and enjoyed the beauty that’s around me.  For starters, four wheeling at the dunes and hiking part of the Mount Ogden trails was quite a treat for me.  I love the outdoors and I have missed the mountains being so close. 

I was able to spend a few days in Delta with the parents and Rachel and Josh.  I was still a bit high strung those first couple days – I just felt like there was something I should be doing.  I guess that’s from being “on the go” all day everyday for the last couple of months.  Finally, I collapsed and then I just wanted to sleep.  And the thought of having to get back into the car was torturous, but visiting Spencer, Jonene, and girls was worth the trek!   My favorite part was taking mom for a four wheeling ride.  Mom would say “Sarah…, Sarah…, Sarah…, you’re going too fast” and gradually get louder and more tense as we drove.  Only once did she really need to panic – we were headed in the direction of a canal and the turn was sharper than I expected, but we turned in time brushing a few bushes and kept going on our merry little way.

It has been “slumber party central” for me – getting pampered at home, staying at the Forsbergs, sleeping over at Denise’s, and hang about at the Muirs.  And there are more to come over the next week.  Seth, Joey, Liam, and I went all out with our birthday party celebration – presents, treats, endless hours of jumping on the tramp and playing board games, staying up late.  It was super fun.  I can’t believe how big the boys have grown.  They are just moving on without me, but at least they still remember me for the time being.

I just hope that I can continue to relate to their interests as they change over the years. 

I was able to go hiking with Denise one early morning and it was so pretty out.  I forgot how much I love the mountains and trails.  There is such a peace that comes within those moments of serenity.  We were able to talk about life, love, and the gospel.  What a blessing to have friends I can relate to while enjoying a meaningful conversation.

Amanda and Trent’s wedding weekend turned out so beautiful.  It started Thursday with the wedding rehearsal and dinner afterwards.  It was great getting to know the Barnes’ family a little and reminiscing with the Remkes’.  The next day was long, but expected.  It started with setting up the reception center, worrying about Amanda being in the right places at the right time, going to get our hair done, having Amanda fix my hair (I know it should be the other way around…but my hair dresser just didn’t listen to what I had asked her to do.  Thank goodness Amanda is a pro and spiced it up!), doing our make-up, running last minute errands, and getting to the church on time.  Once there we had to get our dresses on and make sure Trent didn’t see Amanda.  It was fun being part of the actual wedding and being with Amanda those last few moments before the ceremony started.  She looked so beautiful.  I held my composure quite well – only wet eyes right before it started and a few tears when they said their vows.  Luckily none of us tripped down the isle and they both said “I do.”  Congratulations and cheers began once the ceremony was over and as we gathered into the limo.  We made it Huntsville with full hearts and excitement for the night to begin.   There were lots of hello’s and familiar faces.  The worst part of the night was giving a toast to Mr. and Mrs. Barnes.  As the night had passed, I thought I might get out of having to say anything (you know since I’m such a great public speaker).  But when I saw Trent pointing me out from across the room reality sunk in.  It was time.  I had been thinking about it all month, but couldn’t put my thoughts together.  As I made my way to the front of the room, my heart was pounding and my feet dragged like a ton of bricks.  I don’t even remember what I said and I’m sure know one else will either.  But I will be remembered!  As I went to actually toast their glasses my heart stopped because I hadn’t even noticed that I had brought my Dt. Coke can with me (oops!).  I could’ve had anyone get me a nice glass with juice or anything else – but no, I spaced it and I congratulated them with a silver can.   I’m such a dork.  And don’t worry, it was commented on numerous times over the next day.  I was the “Dt. Coke girl” all weekend.  Good thing Amanda and Trent love me and they won’t care – it’ll just be a great conversation starter.  The rest of the night went smoothly – with mingling and dancing.  I finally retreated to my room about midnight when my body was an ice cube.  It was so cold up in the mountains at night.  The next day was some packing and cleaning up.  I spent the day at the Remkes’ house relaxing with Amanda’s brothers. 

That night I went shopping and to dinner with my girlfriends Denise, Deanna, Heidi, and Janae.  It was fabulous catching up and remembering times with these close friends.  We have all gone through a lot of different challenges over these past years, and it’s great to know that we can still stand strong and face the unknown future with faith and hope together as friends.  Heavenly Father definitely knows when to place certain people in our lives.  If we are willing to listen and learn we will be touched by these simple moments together.  I’m so grateful for the friends that have come into my life – I truly have been blessed. 

Spending time in Utah has made me realize how much I miss being here.  I miss the connections with friends, my old ward, the beauty of the desert and the mountains, my family, and many other simple important things.  I feel at peace here and sure of myself.  But my place is in AZ at least for another two years.  I know it will fly by quickly and it will be worth the sacrifices made.  And who knows what will happen in two years – I may want to come back to UT to work, but maybe I’ll be ready for another new experience in some place foreign to me.  Time will tell. 

Last night I did a lot of thinking as I lay under the stars on the tramp.   My mind was fired up with thoughts of the future and learning how to trust what is to come.  A part of my natural life.

The highlight of my trip so far ----- I was babysitting Oscar and Lily and before we started our “party” they took a bath.  As I was sitting in the room and all the sudden I was getting splashed on – or so I thought.  When in reality, Oscar was peeing on me.  That was quite the moment when my mind registered what I was drenched in.

I went to Studio 600 in SLC to check out the country swing scene.  I loved it!

Now I’ve made it to the last leg of my trip – I’m in Richfield for a few days playing with Abbie, Kenzie, and Ella until Wed!  I can’t believe that my vacation is coming to an end.  Hopefully I’ll be ready to get back into school and start an intense year of studying!

What was I thinking...

Check out some pictures from my latest adventure - skydiving from 13000 ft! It was quite the experience. From the ground we watched the first group jump. Then we got all fastened up in our lovely get-up and headed toward the rickety airplane. That's when I thought I might change my mind - it was so small and what was I thinking. I was headed for the my death - I was sure of it. And I had definitely signed my life away with all the paperwork. Once we took off and started to climb in elevation my heart started pounding and butterflies were entering my stomach. I hoped that I didn't pee my pants when we actually jumped! The time ticked by and all of the sudden I was at the open door for a slip second before Dean, my instructor, pushed me over the edge and we were free falling! We were falling so fast that I couldn't even hear myself scream. That minute lastest so long. Once we hit 5000 ft we pulled the parachute cord and started gliding and turning! That's when the shock of it started to wear off and my stomach got real squirmy. I don't think that spinning in circles was the best idea, but I wanted the most from my experience. I took it all in and before I new it I was preparing to land. I was hoping that I wouldn't break my leg or face plant when we hit the ground. Luckily I only slide in on my bottom. My legs were so wobbly but I was still pumped by the experience. Anyway, check my photos out on flickr. http://www.flickr.com/photos/sarahscoville/

I guess I'm secretary!!!

Nominations were in and nobody had signed up for a few school government slots, so jokingly I said "I'll be secretary."  Before I new it my name was passed down the rows of classmates and these are the results.  I hope it doesn't take too much time from studying.   I'm not really sure what entails my "soon to be responsibilities" as secretary.  What did I get myself into?

The Class society is as follows:

President: Shea Hilger VP: Erin Benjamin Secretary: Sarah Scoville Treasurer: Stacey Libricz SGA rep: Beth Hill SGA rep: Megan Hoover Sunshine Committee: Avi Mallin

The Kettel Society is as follows: President: Kristen Owens Immediate past president: Kristen Young VP: TJ Sirrine Secretary: Kelly Brannin Treasurer: Betsey Huebler ASAPA rep: Carolyn Griffiiths (1st year) Ashley McComber (2nd year) Diversity Chair: Cindy Huynh AOR rep: Erin Beckman EAO: Latisha Leonard Bernier HOD: Ian McLeod

On the downhill for summer quarter...

 It is official! No, I am not getting married. I am on the downward slope of my first quarter. I can’t believe that mid-terms are over (thankfully) and finals approaching too soon. I have two more weeks of lecture and then finals. I hope that I retain some of the vast amount of information I am trying to absorb within this short time frame. I have only had one break down…thanks for listening mom. And I am feeling way more optimistic these days. The information is starting to piece together. I was feeling so good about things that I took the whole night off of studying. I got my hair cut and went to institute. Best part: the lesson was on continuing your education; yet, keeping a balance in all areas of life. Good thing I made it out for one night. I socialized, was spiritually fed, and got away from “Bill” for a night. The highlight of my night was seeing old friends, especially ex-bfs (hate that I still get flustered), and then some awkward moments with guys that our “dates went bad.” Gotta love the YSA of Mesa even if it is a small circle of friends I have accumulated - someone always knows someone I know - good and bad.

Encompassing all the awkward moments with the shear joy of socialization, my night turned out quick delightful. I am glad I was able to enjoy learning from the Spirit while in the company of some amazing people. I truly am blessed and need to remember that a little more often. There is much to enjoy in life while keeping the destination in mind!

Last night I did go to dinner with my old roommates. That was fabulous catching up with them and feeling like a normal person for a moment. Only part of the time was I worrying about how much valuable time I was using freely, instead of studying. I knew there was going to be a quiz in at least one of my classes. So I jetted from my friends much earlier than I would have liked, and headed home to review the endocrine system and GI tract. Good thing because we sure had a quiz!

I find it fascinating how the body is so complex and still works so smoothly. It baffles my mind how intricate our body is even within the smallest details. We have been learning about the GI tract, the different components within that system, and the organs that work from outside the system to help it function properly. Not only is it phenomenal that there are different organs working together to accomplish one set goal among there individual functions, but there are numerous things happening within each organ. The stomach, for example, is degrading proteins with specific enzymes, while producing HCl and intrinsic factor from the parietal cells, and also secreting gastrin from the chief cells, during which tone is maintained to move the food into the small intestine. Where in turn, there are more gastric juices secreted from the pancreas into the duodenum to slow the process of tone to allow for optimal absorption of nutrients. Again, I find it amazing that the villi contain specialized cells that help in sustaining a homeostatic balance through know what to absorb and having the required ions or electrolytes present for that absorption to take place.  This is all occuring to help with the propulsion of food through the motility, secretion, digestion, and absorption that happens within this system.  Wow!  These are just a few of the many concepts that I am learning about along with how to apply these notions on a symptomatic patient in the clinical setting. Granted, most days it is overwhelming the volume of knowledge we are to grasp on to, but absolutely interesting. I love making a connection from one small concept to the large scheme of how the body is controlled and functions. Our creation is divine!

Bridal Shower & Mid-terms

As the maid of honor for my best friends upcoming wedding, I get to throw her a bridal shower/bachelorette party among other responsibilities.  Her roommate and I have come up with a few ideas of what will work best.  Since we are all in graduate school and will be completing finals the week of the shower, there is a complication on what day would work best.  In order for us to have this before Amanda, the bride to be, leaves for UT we will needed to have it on Wed.  That causes a "stress" factor in my life since I have my Med Physiology Wed at 1 pm and Anatomy practical Thurs morning at 7 am.  We have decided that one of the games should be "Play pin the muscle on the jackass" with a picture of my ex.  He still has lots of muscles, even if they are scrawny.  It would be quite entertaining and educational.  I have been laughing hysterically at the thought even though we will not be playing this game.  I am sure there may be other ways around my studying : )

I have been very undedicated to my studying these past few days.  Mid-terms wiped me out.  It's been very hard to concentrate when my brain is full of extra intracranial pressure (ok, it just feels like it some days).   I also think I have a subdural hematoma after my ungraceful, rigorous fall from skateboarding just a few days before school started.  What a way to start school off, huh?  I have had continuous headaches, body aches, tension, decreased appetite, and emotional breakdowns.  Then again, that could all be from the change of lifestyle that has recently occurred with school starting along with other changes. 

 After my most difficult exam on Friday I couldn't even look at my score.  I was positive I failed.  I've done terrible on the quizzes and decided that my study patterns just weren't up to par.  What was one more day of studying going to do?  Plus, if I was going to look at my grade, it wasn't going to be when all my classmates were around to see my sad little tears.  That would happen in the privacy of my own bedroom.   I waited.  My peers couldn't believe that I hadn't checked my score out, but I knew we still had 4 hours of lecture and I needed to be able to focus.  I continued to wait.  The day dragged on with loads of new information about the endocrine system and GI tract.  Finally we were freed from Saurago B (our designated classroom with speckled seagreen wallpaper and uncomfortable plastic chairs).  My eyes were burning from staring at my computer and the sunshine made it worse.  But I had made it all day and carefully drove home.  As soon as I walked in the door I checked my grade.  "Phew," I sighed outloud as I realized I had passed.  A smile crossed my face.  Definitely didn't get an A, but survived the first round of mid-terms.  There are still many more to come, but what a relief.  It gave me the added reassurance that I can accomplish this current set of tasks at hand.  I just need to continue with one day at a time.  Still I haven't gotten back into that routine of studying again.  I have been sparatically studying/reading throughout the weekend, but am not as focused as I need to be since I have another exam next Thurs.  Ahhh!  Time goes by so fast, yet each week feels like a whole month.  I better get into the groove or I'll be far behind.  So much to learn!

Simple Forum

Yet the counsel still remains: “Be not faithless, but believing.” President Gordon B. Hinckley said, “Be not faithless, but believing in yourselves, in your capacity as a son or daughter of God, to do great and good things.”

"Spirituality through prayer and study. Service to others. Generous
tithes and offerings. These are not new principles. These are some of the
'small things' that are prerequisites to that which is great. . . .
It is our hearts and our minds that must be made new. We each have our
failings, our weaknesses, our less-than-perfect attitudes. The
Lord asks us to open ourselves to Him, holding nothing back. . . . The
newness of heart comes when we do and give all we can, then offer our heart
and will to the Father. As we do this, our Father promises us that our
lives now and in eternity will be abundant. We need not
fear."   Sister Kathleen H. Hughes

lKnowing is not

enough;  

  we must apply

lWilling is not enough;  

   we must do

                                            Goethe

Insomnia

It’s frustrating – when I want to go to sleep my mind starts racing and when I need to stay awake my eyes get droopy. My intense school schedule has intervened with my sleep schedule. I guess staying up all hours of the night restless with anxiety of how mid-terms are going to pan out can put my body into stress mode. On top of that, I have had deal with the dogs trying to sleep on the bed with me and barking at who knows what all hours of the night. Then I got to get up at 4:30 am these past two days to finalize my reviewing, feed the dogs, get ready for the day, pack a lunch, and head off to my 7:00 am exams and lecture-filled day. By the time my afternoon class starts I am zoned out and clueless to what the professor is discussing. That just puts me behind because then I have to find time to read over another 100-150 slides before the next lecture. Oh, what a delight to be in school again. I’m looking forward to spending my 4th of July out by the pool with my books and laptop. Hopefully I’ll break away for a bit to visit JP, MA, and Max. It’s always nice to see them. They are a much needed distraction! I went country dancing tonight. I love the dancing and dislike the dating drama. It is still hard for me to see Steve. And apparently he’s moved on, just like that. How guys do it? I don’t know. Trust me, if I did know, I’d be doing it too! I guess these are a lot of thoughts that start floating through my brain when I am trying to fall asleep. I have plenty of things on my mind and feelings in my heart, but it all comes down to me just accepting that we’re not ever going to be together. Even with all the hoping and praying and wishing, I really don’t want him to come back to me. Ok, I do, but at the same time I don’t. It is just hard to see him move forward in life when I don’t have anyone that I am slightly interested in dating once, let alone seriously. I do hope he is happy, though. He is an amazing guy with all sorts of potential who deserves to find the best in life. But it’s a good thing my calling in life right now is to be focused on school. What a blessing to have school as a distraction. I’d be so distraught if my mind wasn’t concentrating on more important matters of my future. Logically I know it’s for the best, but emotionally it will just take me time to move forward. One day at a time. On a lighter note, I have finished two mid-terms and one pop quiz this week. I have only one more mid-term and a group discussion/project for this week. Wow! It’s amazing how fast the weeks fly by, but at the same time I feel consumed with the vast overload of knowledge I am learning. In one week for each class we cover as much information as I did in undergrad for a month. That is a lot of things to remember. Pretty much my mid-terms were like a comprehensive semester final. It will be nice to sleep in tomorrow. That is, if the dogs let me. Every morning they poke there head over my bed and start jabbing me with their paws. It’s cute, but at the same time annoying. I want my sleep especially since I have insomnia these days. I am about tired, so I am putting my computer to sleep. Happy 4th!

I am not so different!

It is amazing how the many experiences I have had over the years relate to what I am learning in school.  Hearing about the oddities that are realities makes my stories not so unique.  I do not feel as out of place knowing that other people have had similar, yet different experiences.  Not that I have every really felt out of place, except during those unfortunate middle school years, but I have had some interesting experiences in my day.  For example, I had an allergic reaction to milk and broke out in eczema, or when the doctor found maggots in my ears, or the anxiety and fear before my thyroid surgery.  These strange, unique experiences will help me face the challenges that are presented to me as a physician’s assistant.  I look forward to those cases.  I can not wait for all the excitement in my life to begin.  And every day in class, I learn something new that will pertain to those future days.

A few great quotes...

“Sometimes with sumdges on our cheeks, dirt on our hands, and shoes untied, stammeringly but smilingly we prsent God with a dandelion - as if it were an orchid or a rose! If for now the dandelion is the best we have to offer, He receives it, knowing what we may later place on the alter.”  Elder Neal A. Maxwell  

“Now is the time to commit yourself to the Lord as to what you will become during this mortal probation.” Elder John B. Dickson  “Let all bitterness, and wrath, and anger, and clamour, and evil speaking, be put away from you. . . And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.” Ephesians 4:31-32 

Dr. Sidney Simon, a recognized authority on values realization, has provided an excellent definition of forgiveness as it applies to human relationships: 

“Forgiveness is freeing up and putting to better use the energy once consumed by holding grudges, harboring resentments, and nursing unhealed wounds. It is rediscovering the strengths we always had and relocating our limitless capacity to understand and accept other people and ourselves.”  

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What defines me?

 I have been doing some thinking these past weeks about who I am and what really defines me.  Questions about my interests like "What am I good at doing," "What do I enjoying accomplishing," "How do I like to spend my time," and "What are some desires of my heart" have been floating around my thoughts.  There are many things that have been triggering these subtle, yet demanding notions in my life. 

 What really defines me?  Is it how I spend my time?  Or things that of are interest?  What do people really see in me?  Can they see that I have good, righteous desires?  That I want to make something great out of the life given to me?  Or do they see only a reserved person that I present most of the time?  

 Why am I so guarded toward some people and then so trusting to those that may continuely crush my heart?  How do I open up without being too giving of my soul? 

 The "why's?" that are indirectly carving my path are unknown to me.  I will probably never understand some occurances or reasoning behind unpredicted events/outcomes.  Fortunately, there are so many other things that fill my mind right now.  My dreams these days are about action potentials, where a certain muscle inserts, and pathology behind many clinical concerns.  I love the structure school provides and finding ways to make this overwhelming learning process have value to me and my future patients.  It fascinates me how the mind works, and how loss of function can occur when certain areas of the brain are not used for a period of time, like mine.  I am still trying to remember how to keep all the information in my brain while having it make make sense of it when trying to apply certain concepts.  It is challenging and invigorating.

 So what really defines me?  I think there are a lot of aspects to that question.  Yes, my interests and desires are a part of that, along with how I spend my time and with whom I interact with daily.  There are so many things I want to accomplish - I want to be a successful, helpful healthcare provider to my patients.  I want to marry a great companion and ultimately my best friend.  I want to have a wonderful family.  I want to enjoy the blessings of my great family I have now.  I want to learn how to enjoy the moment rather that be so focused on what the future will bring. 

 If I make the most of each day and really utilize the time and talents given to me, then my character is becoming refined into that person I desire to be. 

 More will come with time.

One Week Completed

A quick update on my life!  I have officially started my second week of school.  I'm still loving it, which is a good sign.  We are learning all sorts of interesting things regarding the head, neck, nervous system, and all things pertaining those areas.  It's amazing how the whole body is interconnected from the muscles and bones to the organs to the capillaries to molecules, and works as one great machine.  I am excited to learn more about the body and how it will help me in the clinical setting.

Friday night I took a break from studying and went out with a couple of girls to dinner.  It was nice to focus on other things, because life is going to continue on without me always being there.  Saturday I studied most of the day.  I met up with some of the Tweener PA Students (done with 12 months of the didatic phase of school, not on rotations yet).   It was great being apart of that.

 Sunday, Father's Day, I went to church and then spent the evening at JP, Mary Ann, and Max's.  Max is one and took his first few paired steps yesterday.  He is super cute, even when he fusses.  It was great spending time over there.  I always love the welcome from all and especially the teasing from JP. :)  Around 9 pm, I was getting sleepy.  My schedule has definitely changed and I can tell.  The early morning classes, 7 am, are early.  It will be nice once I'm totally adjusted to the change.

Overall, I enjoyed my first week of school and I'm excited to learn more.  I love spending time working on the cadavers and interpreting the clinical importance of structures and functions.  I just need to remember: one day at a time.

Balancing Life

It is going to be difficult to find a balance in my life right now.  As I have officially finished my first week of school, I realize that my free time will be limited.  I feel like I have a months worth of studying from a couple days of lecture.  Today I had 7 hours of Medical Physiology.  That was just one day and we covered all of general phys and neurophys.  It was very interesting when I could stay in tune with what the doctor was teaching us.  I enjoy learning about the body, but after that long my attention span is gone.  I was tired of studying after a long day of classes, so I took the night off.  I'm not sure if that was the smartest thing to do, but there has to be a balance in all things.  I find it intriguing how my thought process works.  How does one thought randomly enter the mind?  I can be so focused on something and then out of nowhere something triggers another type of thought or reaction.  The brain is a mysterious machine to me.  Off to dream about osmotic pressure, the SNS/PNS, and cell biology.  It will be a good one!

Health

What is health?  And how do we maintain our health?  As providers, do we rush past the patient or do we really see and hear them?  Does the rigorous educational studies dissuade our initial intent of serving the patient?

To me health is maintaining a balance between physical, spiritual, emotional, and mental well-being.  As healthcare professionals we have to remember that everyones perspective of health is different.  A class assignment for the quarter is to spend three hours each week on something new that will help us maintain our own health.  With this intense of a program the faculty observes the students forgetting to stay health themselves.  I have commited to meditating for 30 min, six days a week on something outside of class.  I think this will help me remember that other things in life are also important.  I can not only focus on school.

Medicine is continually changing.  I think that is one thing that pushes me toward this field.  I look forward to what I am going to learn, even in the challenging times.  I hope that the program doesn't discourage me from my primary goals: helping people.

Last night of freedom

Tonight is my last night before graduate school starts!  I have had a very productive day.  I woke up around 6 and did some reading.  I finally rolled out of bed & showered around 8, then planned out my day.  I hit Ross, Circuit City, Target, Walmart, and Sprouts to catch up on some much needed shopping for groceries, dressy clothes, laptop bag, and other various items between 11 and 4.  I came home and popped a delicious pizza and prepared for an eventful night of ironing my clothes while watching a few tv shows.  Now I'm finishing last minute preparations, such as packing my bag with pencils, paper, computer equipment, and laying out my clothes for tomorrow, and fixing up some tasty snacks.  What a way to enjoy my freedom, eh?

I'm looking forward to this new experience.  It has been a while since I've really been in school, though, so I'm a bit apprehensive to having a structured schedule and high stress/demands.  It will be good for me to have something to focus on, other than my daily selfishness.  I hope that I will learn the adequate knowledge to be a great provider in the future.  The school has some great philosophies about the mind, body, and spirit model of healing.  It will be intriquing to learn more details how the body functions and how I can help people, whether with preventative measures, or practical tools.  I have never been great with understanding chemistry, or maybe it just hasn't been taught in a way that has urged me to learn it.  But I love the anatomy and physiology of animals; hence, humans.  I'm sure that it will be very challenging, but a worthwhile accomplishment.  You can check out my school: AT Still University, Arizona School of Health Sciences, Mesa campus.

Time for the "get ready for bed" process.  I hope to have pleasant dreams and peaceful rest.

Here are a few pictures from my trip to NC.

 

Steve and Sarah rock climbing!

 

Sarah at Douglas Waterfall.

 

High Falls, in NC.

  

Sarah and Steve at Triple Falls and High Falls. 

Maddy sitting so peacefully on Steve's lap for the drive home from Triple Falls & High Falls.    

 

Another chapter of my life...

It's interesting how another chapter of my life has closed, yet again.  I seem to have a revolving dating life...  I guess that's what I get for letting myself jump back into things too quickly.  Lesson learned.  I'm stoked for my school life to begin to keep myself occuppied & focused on something other than dating.  Some times it would be nice to foresee the future, but I guess that's part of this experience here.  Learning to trust and have faith that everything will work out for the best.  It's good to learn more about myself as I share experiences and different opportunities with others.  It's just hard when things don't always turn out the way you had envisioned for yourself.  I guess there is something else in my path that will be better for me.  I just need to keep moving forward in life and in time I'll reflect back on this moment and see what I have gained through this period of my life.

I thought I'd just add a few pictures from my trip from NC.  Memories that I'd like to share.  It was a great trip and beautiful scenery.  I loved it!

I have much to accomplish before Thurs... run a few errands, be lazy, visit the Scovilles, get school focused, and enjoy my last few days of doing nothing!  Not much time left.

I have all sorts of mixed emotions right now.  I'm nervous for school to start and I really have to learn things to become a provider.  It's not going to be like undergrad where I just learn it for the test, spit it back out on paper, and shed any useful knowledge for more trival tidbits.  These are tools I'll need the rest of my life.  Good thing we are required to be continually educated on the most recent research.  I'm totally excited at the same time to start something that I've been working towards the last 20 years of my life.  I've always been interested in healthcare, for as long as I can remember, and love working with people.  School has never been my specialty, but I do enjoy learning.  And I know I'll enjoy PA school (even when it's hard and I'm about to break down) because it will be things relating to the human body and medicine. 

How is it that you come to know what you should pursue for a career?  And how do you decide what is of interest to you, whether as a hobby or passion?  I'm am so grateful that I have a focus on what I desire to accomplish in my life, and that I am capable of sticking with something until all I can do is done.  Uncertainty and doubt are easy to come by.  I'm so thankful that I am grounded in my pursuit of happiness. 

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I'm still learning how to use my blog, so don't mind the font, size, alignment, etc, mistakes on that last blog.

Tagging

Tag you're it!  I've been tagged by chez scoville and passing it on to you!

What was I doing ten years ago?

I was a young gal ten years ago.  I would have just finished my sophomore year of high school and enjoying the freedom of summer.  I would have been looking forward to my "sweet sixteen" in August and searching for a job.  Doesn't that sound exciting?  I was definitely hoping for a car of my own that year, but that didn't happen.  I was lucky enough to use a family vehicle at all.  I'm sure I was loving sleeping in and procrastinating my daily chores.  I would practice the piano or share any other talent that would distract my parents from my lack of service around the house.  I was such a slacker.  I loved spending time with my friends at that age: swimming in the ditches, drinking Leo's shakes, jamming out to LoTus behind Staples, and scrapbooking pictures of all our fun.  Those were the days. 

What was I doing one year ago?

I was enjoying my last few days of free rent at my brother and sister-in-laws house before my sweet nephew, Max, came into the picture.  We loved eating brownie sundaes, watching Grey's, sitting out by the pool, and barbequing.  JP, my brother, liked to give me much needed advice while teasing me about my day to day blunders.  He's helped me have a tougher heart and stronger defense to things outside my control.  What would I do without him to build me up? 

I was being swept off my feet by the cutest cowboy of them all with his dashing smile & exuberant personality.  I was hooked after that first meeting by the tithing slips.  Memories!   

I was also revising my application for PA school.  Glad that process is all over.  Yeah!  I'm finally starting school up this year.

  
Five snacks I enjoy:

-kashi crackers & cottage cheese

-enviga & south beach chocolate crisp bar

-chips & salsa

-any sort of fruit

-pretty much I love food...put almost anything in front of me and I'll eat it (unless it's absolutely disgusting)

Five songs I know all the words to:

Not any off the top of my head. I just pretend that I know the words to songs...

Five things I would do if I were a millionaire?

-start an orphange

-buy a house

-travel
 

Five of my Many bad habits:

-procrastination-I wait until the very last minute to get things accomplished

-holding feelings in until I explode

-not flossing my teeth as often as I should

-being hyprocritical-preaching one thing and then not doing it myself (e.g., eating out of the ice cream bucket)

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Five things I like doing:-reading a good book-spending time with my family

-baking & eating treats (brownies are a favorite)

-playing a fun game of tennis

-shopping when I have money (which is never)Five things I will never wear again:

Five of my Favorite toys:

-my laptop

-my bike

-my roommates kitchen aide

-my make-up (it's fun to get dolled up every once in a while)

TAGGING

Phil & Mar

Amie & Mat

Jenny

INSTRUCTIONS: I didn't get the full instructions...so make it unique to yourself and tag someone else. 

Inspiring Moments

How do you decide what inspires you to improve?  Or how do you become motivated enough to make a change or take that leap of faith that's needed?  Over these past few weeks I've had a lot of unpredictable events occur in my life. I'm not sure how to react, or how much to invest with these current changes, but intrigued by the fact that life is constantly changing.  I know I need to be open and willing to allow changes to take place, but don't want to be naive to the situation at hand.  Where do you draw the line?  Or how do you open up, but not too much?  I don't want to be guarded and miss a great opportunity and friendship, but worried about allowing those feelings to fully develop when there is nothing to develop.  It's hard to know what is truly an inspiring moment, when to take that leap of faith and move forward into the unknown. 

Asheville, North Carolina has been a blessed place to visit these past couple weeks.  It's sad to say the time is almost over.  I sure have enjoyed spening time with Amie & Mat, and family out here.  It was great to have the parents & Steve come along for the fun.  We've done all sorts of things from hiking, sleeping, talking, reading, playing games, more talking, relaxing at the picnic table, frisbee golf, shopping, and plenty of eating.  I love food!  It's been good to do some pondering and thinking about what is most important for my future while surrounded by some of God's beautiful creations.  It's most pleasant out here with the rolling hills and pastures with mini horses, cows, and all sorts of singing birds.  Nature definitely inspires me to be grateful for the simple things in life.  I love the tranquility and peacefulness that enfolds me while laying under the shade tree, or listening to the thunder roll, or star gazing in the wee hours of the night, or walking down an unknown path through a grove of trees.   

 Among all this beauty, I've decided that I'm in love with love.  I want to find someone that is willing to share all my desires, hopes and dreams, along with my fears and uncertainties about life.  Love is a miracle.  I know that when I find true love that it'll be a blessing from heaven.  Don't get me wrong...I'm content with my life and where things are headed in my future with school.  But I love seeing people that are "in love" with each other.  Even after 30 some odd years they still hold hands and have that look in their eye.  It is inspiring to see that two people can come together and truly make a union of their lives.  I hope that I will one day meet the right man and be the right woman, and make the right decision to be married for eternity.  To me, marriage brings satisfaction only when you are ready and willing to be open to the change and responsibilities that are involved with that commitment.  I will just continue forward with my life, and pray that I'll not pass by a great opportunity to build a friendship and potentially an eternal companion.

Other inspiring moments have been developed over this vacation time as I've read various articles and quotes.  My favortie book right now is by Neal A Maxwell "All these things shall give these experience."  He presents the ideas of who God is, and how knowing who he is helps us come to know who we are: children of God.  Thus, knowing this helps us build a relationship with Him and our Savior, Jesus Christ, by building the trust needed through constant pray and being willing to accept the answer that is given to you.  There are lots of little phrases that I highlighted and that impressed my soul.  I love having those moments of true joy and understanding that He is willing to give us, if only we are open to hear Him.

 Even with life's challenges, there is much to be greatful for.  I'm stoked for school to start next week, even if I'm a little nervous.  I know everything will work out.  I just need to stay focused and have good time management.  I'm so glad that I was able to spend time with family and enjoy their good company.

 Life is always full of surprises!  You just have to look for the good in those surprises and you'll find those inspiring moments.

Hello!

As you can tell it's been a while since I wrote in my blog and I thought I'd do a quick update on my life.

PA interview went well & I was accepted. I start school in a month on June 7. It sure is coming quickly. I've been trying to live my life to the fullest before the intense program starts and I have to time for a life. I've been playing tennis, going country dancing, hiking, and biking, and spending time with those I love. It really has been a great couple of months.

I've recently moved into Mesa and loving it. I love being close to everything and to the LDS YSA social scene. There has been too many things going on for me to make it to everything, but I've definitely been enjoying what I've made it to. I live with one other girl, Natasha, and we get along really well. We do our things but love to catch up at the end of the night. She's a gastro/entero dietician and busy with that. It's a change living with one girl from four girls. I miss the excitement out at the old house in QC, but this living set up will be perfect once school starts and all I do is study. Nice and quiet!

My dating life has picked up since I moved to Mesa. That's nice to be pre-occupied and not have as much time to think about Steve. I still see him occassionally at country dance and whatever function we both make it to. We get along well enough, but not quite buds yet. I struggle with the transition of dating to friends. That's pretty hard for me, but with time it all works out ok.

I'm stoked to be going to visit Amie & Mat in NC in a week and a half. It'll be fun to see their place and just relax for a bit after quitting at Dr. Rhey's and before school starts. There definitely is a lot of change occurring in my life this past while. It's good change, though.

As I meet and interact with new people I learn more things about myself and what I really want to accomplish out of my life. I definitely have a new perspective on things once I can look back on an experience that maybe didn't turn out how I thought would be perfect, when in reality the path that I came across worked out better.

I've been doing a lot of reading up on what is important and what I need to be focusing my time on. I have been amazed to learn more simple trues about the gospel and where my personal religion is measured it. It's always great to re-focus and evaluate what I need to change. I sure loved Pres Faust talk last Sun. He was a hoot and gave such great advice on our self-worth.

Life is good. I'll write more soon.

The big day is coming....

I'm so excited, yet really nervous!  I received an invite for an interview for the PA program here in AZ.  This is what I've been waiting on.  I hope that I can just be myself and enjoy the experience.  If I don't get in, then I've had another good opportunity to better myself.  If I do get in...AWESOME...school will start in June.  That will totally change my life for the next 26 months.  I won't have time to worry about guys and my future.  I'll actually be doing something that I feel is worthwhile.Â

History in the Making

I don't even know where to start!  I was one of 73,749 football fans rooting for Boise State University Bronco's to win the Fiesta Bowl Monday night.  What a game!  My roommates and I were lucky enough to get tickets on row 3 at the 20 yard line.  Oh, it was unbelieveable.  The Bronco's were the underdog going into the game against Oklahoma University. They were up the whole game until the 4th quarter, OU tied the game.  In the last min OU scored again (OU 34/BSU 25).  We all thought the game was over.  How was BSU going to compete with that?  Yet, with 10 seconds to go BSU made an outstanding play and tied the game.  In OT, OU made the first TD. But BSU scored, and they decided to go for a 2 point diversion.  What a play!  A fake with the right hand.  He throws and TD!  BSU wins the game 43 to 42.  The Bronco's had proven they could handle the big guys!!!

Check out some pictures on my flickr site.  www.flickr.com/photos/sarahscoville

 Hope everyone was able to bring the New Year in safely while having a good time.